hospitals and heart monitors

I cannot sleep. I know it's not that late. But for someone who likes to get at least eight hours a night it's kind of a big deal.
Thoughts of hospitals and heart monitors are consuming my brain.
I have two fears for tomorrow. Or rather the outcome of tomorrow.
The first they don't find anything and that I keep randomly fainting.
The second that they find something. I think that's the scariest of my two fears.
I am trying to look on the bright side, but considering my luck and medical history, it's hard to do.
On a totally random unrelated note I got flowers sent to me at work today. It was so much fun! I have never had flowers sent to me at the office before, unless you count the McDonalds drive through booth as an office!
It would have been interesting to know what my heart did when I saw the flowers on my desk. But I guess we will never know! Unless I get flowers again tomorrow!