sets in
The feeling that usually comes around this time has set in.
I feel lonely. But not in the sense that I am all alone. I have friends that I have made at the paper. But tonight is just one of those nights where I need to cry and I need someone to hug me. And I don't have any of those people here yet.
And the thing that sucks the most about that is it takes time to get those people.
I am going home tomorrow, which is good. But at the same time I am scared. It's snowing right now. And I really am praying that the road will be okay to drive. Cause I don't have a choice, I have to go tomorrow.
I am also feeling sick, and broke (as in the money way) and tired, and sore (from moving stuff into my place, that is too expensive, so the money way too)
And I just need to cry.
(slight pause)
I just talked to one of the women that was still in the office, and I feel better. Calmed down a little. Still not excited about driving in the snow. But you just have to make the best of it, right.
I have to go shoot basketball pretty soon. Also not excited about it. But considering I have done hardly anything else today. I feel like I should. Also let me just say that the doing little of anything else, was not my decision. It just wasn't a good news day for me. But supposably, everyone else was busy.
So yeah, not I am just hanging out waiting for basketball. It doesn't start until 8:15. So now I just have to kill time blogging.
But I don't have much else to say. And the pictures that I just tried to upload wont work. So I got nothing.

1 comments :
oh Heidi - I wish I could come and visit you and hug you and go watch basketball with you!
have you found some furniture for your apartment? you dad tends to be good at that.....
have a good weekend in the bridge, you know, with your wedding crashing and all. ;)
love you.
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