three tears for me

I cried for myself tonight.

And for the people that I will be hurt because of me.
It was just one of those days and all of life's events conspire to remind you of all the things that have hurt you the most.

Ironically I spent most of my day with my tv.
And therefore, like with the original hurt, I brought it upon myself.

Then minutes later it's as though nothing happened. My cheeks had dried, the pain in my throat had gone.
And all that was left was the dull and constant ache.

You will never know how much you hurt me. Now and forever.